Monday, November 29, 2010
Sara Bareilles - Gravity
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Love or infatuation?
Maybe its only now,
maybe its somehow,
maybe its not now,
but all i know is.....
I don't even know how... but feelings have begin to harbour..
Monday, November 22, 2010
Unspoken.
Life at this point,
Right at this very moment?
Should i be happy or should i be sad.
I tried to be happy even though i know im sad.
I tried to fill my misery so i would be glad.
I tried to make all sides happy, ended up none of them are, including myself.
Everyone is tired, everyone is fed up, everyone is, including me.
There is so much yet so little i could do to resolve the situation.
Being in such a way , it kills me to think of it.
Right at this very moment?
Should i be happy or should i be sad.
I tried to be happy even though i know im sad.
I tried to fill my misery so i would be glad.
I tried to make all sides happy, ended up none of them are, including myself.
Everyone is tired, everyone is fed up, everyone is, including me.
There is so much yet so little i could do to resolve the situation.
Being in such a way , it kills me to think of it.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
You.
You, are the one that I miss.
You, are the one I'm looking forward to call.
You, are the one that made me the way i am today.
You, are the one that make me feel bad.
You, are the one that make me feel sad.
You, are the one that make me feel glad.
I was not planning to write about this anymore.
until I heard these lyrics from a song sang by Vincy.
We no longer talk much now haven't we?
Maybe I was the one that think too much,
maybe I was the biggest fool to be used by you.
Or maybe its just me with my undying ego.
Although I do have to admit,
I hate it a lot, when its always between you and him.
Or rather you with the crowd, happy go lucky for crying out loud,
you - are not yourself.
Its rather fake. Just like I am perhaps.
For all those reasons, you've withdrawn me from your life.
And as for me, I'm holding up well.
And i believe slips doesn't just happen from one side, it takes two to tango.
To say that I never thought of us to reconcile, I'll be lying.
I really do miss the way we used to be, but miss is a big word.
A word which might turn into hurt, if it is being held on for too long.
I've seen your blog post, i don't know if that person you meant was me.
But yes. You do need an answer. You hear me?
If you're willing to take a chance, just you and me, we need to talk.
Or otherwise,
谢谢你比我先放弃, 因为你让我有了心痛的权利。
You, are the one I'm looking forward to call.
You, are the one that made me the way i am today.
You, are the one that make me feel bad.
You, are the one that make me feel sad.
You, are the one that make me feel glad.
I was not planning to write about this anymore.
until I heard these lyrics from a song sang by Vincy.
为什么爱会下起雨来Because it really reminded me of the situation between me and you...
为什么我们越走越散
为 什么笑有点不自然
此刻我一个人习惯孤单..
We no longer talk much now haven't we?
Maybe I was the one that think too much,
maybe I was the biggest fool to be used by you.
Or maybe its just me with my undying ego.
Although I do have to admit,
I hate it a lot, when its always between you and him.
Or rather you with the crowd, happy go lucky for crying out loud,
you - are not yourself.
Its rather fake. Just like I am perhaps.
For all those reasons, you've withdrawn me from your life.
And as for me, I'm holding up well.
And i believe slips doesn't just happen from one side, it takes two to tango.
To say that I never thought of us to reconcile, I'll be lying.
I really do miss the way we used to be, but miss is a big word.
A word which might turn into hurt, if it is being held on for too long.
I've seen your blog post, i don't know if that person you meant was me.
But yes. You do need an answer. You hear me?
If you're willing to take a chance, just you and me, we need to talk.
Or otherwise,
谢谢你比我先放弃, 因为你让我有了心痛的权利。
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Next.
As i recalled....
May 31 - Fever
June 1 - Half-day class / Went home/ Had cold.
June 2 - Early birthday celebration on 2 of my friends which shared the same birth date! (June 3) //
- Finish reading the first book in my life! It took a few months, but it was a good read. Now I'm seriously craving for more from the same author!
June 3 - Watched 'Memento', this movie has its ending on its starting, the scenes are shown reversely! Also watched Bedtime Stories starring Adam Sandler.
June 4 - Watched 'Shutter Island', this movie again feels like Memento, you have to jog your brains watching it! Most unexpected ending ever!
June 5 - Watched 'Prince of Persia : Sands of Time '. It was complicated and confusing at starting. (probably because I'm thinking too much) As a fan of the game series, it did not live up to my expectations. 6/10
June 6 - Made my way downtown KL for the Library just to realised it was closed as it was the first week's of the month. Later on, I went to TimeSquare. Walked around and decided to look for the book, to my surprise, they do have it at Borders. I was glad i found it. The author has tried a new style in the story telling. I've stopped at page 47.
May 31 - Fever
June 1 - Half-day class / Went home/ Had cold.
June 2 - Early birthday celebration on 2 of my friends which shared the same birth date! (June 3) //
- Finish reading the first book in my life! It took a few months, but it was a good read. Now I'm seriously craving for more from the same author!
June 3 - Watched 'Memento', this movie has its ending on its starting, the scenes are shown reversely! Also watched Bedtime Stories starring Adam Sandler.
June 4 - Watched 'Shutter Island', this movie again feels like Memento, you have to jog your brains watching it! Most unexpected ending ever!
June 5 - Watched 'Prince of Persia : Sands of Time '. It was complicated and confusing at starting. (probably because I'm thinking too much) As a fan of the game series, it did not live up to my expectations. 6/10
June 6 - Made my way downtown KL for the Library just to realised it was closed as it was the first week's of the month. Later on, I went to TimeSquare. Walked around and decided to look for the book, to my surprise, they do have it at Borders. I was glad i found it. The author has tried a new style in the story telling. I've stopped at page 47.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Holiday.
I had a week's break from college.
I kept telling myself that I'm not gonna let this holiday go in vain.
With my own discipline and determination, I've managed to complete my assignments 2 weeks before deadline!
I was also be able to get myself away from the daily drama.
All in all, it turns out to be more fulfilling than i expect it would be.
*** I was suppose to compile this post last week. But its here now, here goes..
I kept telling myself that I'm not gonna let this holiday go in vain.
With my own discipline and determination, I've managed to complete my assignments 2 weeks before deadline!
I was also be able to get myself away from the daily drama.
All in all, it turns out to be more fulfilling than i expect it would be.
*** I was suppose to compile this post last week. But its here now, here goes..
22 May, Saturday
Morning class till 1pm. / Lowyat / Home
23 May, Sunday - Home
Gaming (Blur)
24 May & 25 May, Monday & Tuesday - Home
Watching/Finishing (Autumn's Concerto)
26 May & 27 May, Wednesday & Thursday - Library
Assignment
28 May, Friday - USJ/Sunway/TPM
First taste of Nissan Skyline R32.
29 May, Saturday - PWTC (Youth '10)
Need For Speed:Shift Competition (1.43.251)
Morning class till 1pm. / Lowyat / Home
23 May, Sunday - Home
Gaming (Blur)
24 May & 25 May, Monday & Tuesday - Home
Watching/Finishing (Autumn's Concerto)
26 May & 27 May, Wednesday & Thursday - Library
Assignment
28 May, Friday - USJ/Sunway/TPM
First taste of Nissan Skyline R32.
29 May, Saturday - PWTC (Youth '10)
Need For Speed:Shift Competition (1.43.251)
30 May, Sunday - PLUS Speedway
Spectating a drift event
Spectating a drift event
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Myself.
It all started off with a confession.
Leads to a confusion.
Pours into a rejection.
I tried to get myself away, so that i could stop thinking about it.
I was selfish and immature, but under what sense?
I was confused, perhaps even dejected, i cant tell anyone, as i started all this.
Then I tried to come back in, but it wasn't the same as before.
Its slipping, the gap is widening.
I suddenly feel like a complete stranger in your life.
and i believe you feel the same too.
I feel like I could no longer catch up.
Here I am, feeling like a complete fool after replying your text, was I being angry about myself or angry about you for letting this continue to happen?
Leads to a confusion.
Pours into a rejection.
I tried to get myself away, so that i could stop thinking about it.
I was selfish and immature, but under what sense?
I was confused, perhaps even dejected, i cant tell anyone, as i started all this.
Then I tried to come back in, but it wasn't the same as before.
Its slipping, the gap is widening.
I suddenly feel like a complete stranger in your life.
and i believe you feel the same too.
I feel like I could no longer catch up.
Here I am, feeling like a complete fool after replying your text, was I being angry about myself or angry about you for letting this continue to happen?
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